I’m apologizing again you guys. I have a few things to say again, and it isn’t fun to say. 

Every time I am on any social networking. Or even watching a TV show or a movie. This “hit” of loneliness just takes over every time. I am pretty over dramatic on this blog, and emotional. But as I’ve said before, I don’t have anywhere else to place these feelings. I just get so lonely, because even if it’s reality or not, people are surrounded by friends and those they love. When I see how others are talking even on Facebook or Twitter, I get jealous. Why? Why do I? I have been trying to figure that out. As I have previously stated, I have many fears in my life, but I can’t seem to get followers or “friends” attention. I don’t know what to do. I just want to get rid of this feeling. I miss talking to people on the phone, texting, skyping, you know. I’m too emotional. I’ve been lingering over these feelings for at least 4 years now. I don’t know how to change this issue, and I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.